fml

life has just taken a damper on me i am so lost in this world i can not seem to catch up ever i just ask for one day off and no of course not! i mean not that i work or anything and deserve it! it just gets old my job is gay u ask for a day off and its like the world has ended i dont work a mon-fri kind of job and i hate it all i ask is for a sunday off this one time but no i could go on forever i miss my old life when shit was easy and not im not sayin i miss jeremy fuck him yea occasionally talks but nothing else he is nothing to me anymore i love my husand and kids way more than anything!

saturday may 1st already :)

cant believe thats its already may! and this month is going to go just as fast.. but work was slow really. just about the same going on really.. home life is ya know well my step son is here and i am annoyed he is so high strung! it just drives me up a wall! but thats all really.. ps he is so fuckin dumb!