mommy wife and lonely

i have been married 8 months and outta that 8 months my husband and i have spent like no alone time he works 7 days a week its so hard for me i hardly get time with him and when we do its us fightin because he is never here! :( im stuck in a place where i feel like a single mom i dont act single everyone knows im married i make it very clear i just hate all the alone time! god ugh....... fml

fml

life has just taken a damper on me i am so lost in this world i can not seem to catch up ever i just ask for one day off and no of course not! i mean not that i work or anything and deserve it! it just gets old my job is gay u ask for a day off and its like the world has ended i dont work a mon-fri kind of job and i hate it all i ask is for a sunday off this one time but no i could go on forever i miss my old life when shit was easy and not im not sayin i miss jeremy fuck him yea occasionally talks but nothing else he is nothing to me anymore i love my husand and kids way more than anything!

saturday may 1st already :)

cant believe thats its already may! and this month is going to go just as fast.. but work was slow really. just about the same going on really.. home life is ya know well my step son is here and i am annoyed he is so high strung! it just drives me up a wall! but thats all really.. ps he is so fuckin dumb!

today april 29 2010

once again my day is just now ending well at least it is earlier then last night but anyhow so first subject baby mamma! so i have came to a final point in my life and realized its to short to hate everyone i am lookin at things from 2 sides now! and letting one weekend a month happen!
2nd subject foster sister she is a really sweet girl has depression really bad but i am glad she has came into our lives and i hope things get better for her from here on out.
3rd guy lost his wallet today we found it at my work and he gave me and krystal 20$ each!! :) thats my day in a fast blog!! sorry time to get kids bathed and in bed :)

mommy, friend, taxi, sister, wife

that pics my girls =] Overall i am a very busy person i do not use my time wisely i guess so i feel so busy all the time i am now sitting down at 11:53pm to write this this is now the end of my day although i only worked a few hours its like time goes so fast i dunno what i was doing after work had to get kids from sitter go to store get milk get diapers its never ending!! but i love it :) for the most part so anyhow today was a normal day i guess and nothing really new in the work loop since i have been gone for 3 days but 6 months to go till the westby wedding and i am hoping my other best friend has her baby before the wedding so i am not caught in the place of seeing my bff since age 3 give birth or being a bridesmaid in my bf for like the last 2 yrs. wedding shit lets not go there lol any ways thats my day talk to you guys tomorrow got to catch up on facebook :) maybe tomorrow will bring some more interesting news

love my life

Monika E chris's wife :)

hey all..

so i have decided to start a blog cause a journal can be found in a hidden place.. lol any how the weather here has been crap and when the sun is out its truly amazing but anyhow thats coosbay for ya :) so i will be on tonight later yall